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Annette's avatar

I can’t just move on. Something very ugly and on many levels was exposed. The lights came on in the dark of night. I have to live with the same scary people every day and the same scary governments also, every day. How can one just move on?

This horror is far worse than Nazi Germany’s horror. At least, Americans and others saved many from Hitler and were horrified with what they saw and what The Nuremberg trials screamed out to the world. Something is very wrong now and it’s easy to feel very alone in today’s world.

I know that’s what they want though so try very hard to loudly and clearly make myself heard as I did when I visited a physical therapist for the first time. Turns out - we easily finished each other’s sentences. She’s just like me. Not so alone - but what to do about this horror show. It is real and complex.

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Jade Dixon's avatar

I also can't just move on. I lost my career to the mandates. I lost my hobbies to the mandates. I did lose some family and friends as well, but mainly the ones I didn't like in the first place. I guess I'm fortunate there.

When you get down to it, I've lost my home to the mandates. Sure, I'm physically in the same place, but this doesn't feel like home anymore, I know I can't live out the rest of my life here like I always thought I would. I've torn up my bucket list because there's no way I'm going to be allowed to finish it, and after what I've seen do I really want to finish it? I wish I could physically move away and start over in another place, but I'm tied down here with family. Even though the whole world has gone insane, there are a few places where there is enough sanity left to live out the rest of my life, which is now decades shorter than I had anticipated it to be based on how long the rest of my family has lived.

I haven't completely given up on figuring out how to move forward, but having covid was nothing compared to the nightmare that society's response to covid is. All I know is that if another pandemic comes along I'm not taking any precautions like I did with covid. If this is what has to be done to survive a pandemic I'd rather die in the next pandemic.

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